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I'm drawing a blank this week you guys!
I'm so stinking tired! I've been running around like a chicken with my head cut off this week. I've been in a daze...
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That's how I feel. Haha. I know, I keep singing the same old song on every post. I just need a day or two where I don't have to worry about anything. I want to lay in my pajamas all day long and watch tv. You know what? I don't even want to watch tv. I just want to study the inside of my eyelids!
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I just feel asleep a little bit right there. I think I have a million plus one things to do before I go to bed. I just put my daughter down for the night. The dishes are piled up, reading needs to be done, writing needs to be done, laundry needs to be moved from the washer to the dryer and new load put into the washer. Maybe not a million things, but it sure as hell feels like it. None of those will probably get done tonight.
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But I hate to leave them there! Oh my goodness. I need to let go, and breath a little.
Wanting to be everything I want to be is so exauhsting. I want to be a great mom, and a dedicated wife. I want to be ambitious and go to school. I want to contribute to my household and work. I want to be the social butterfly that I always have been at heart, and keep up some kind of social life. Is all that possible; at the same time? I think that is my lifetime goal; to be everything I want to be - all at once!
Sometimes, you just have to sleep. Do it. The tasks will be there when you wake up.
ReplyDeleteK. Smith
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